So I am trying to decipher what this all means. Why do I come here to write and who cares? Why would you care? It’s a weird thing to think out your life in cyber space. I feel wildly uninhibited due mainly to my self-assurance that you are not there... the reader. Then I wonder what purpose this serves if it is not, as I assume, entertaining anyone. Is this strictly my personal therapy? If it is should I feel better after I write in it? I don’t know. And then it occurs to me that it may be too personal, at least for me to attach a business name to it. I find myself judging because I am not bringing anything of interest to you. There is pressure to teach you something or at least give you something to ponder or marvel upon. Surely projecting a positive attitude to help lift your mood is in order. But truth be told I am done doing things for you, or anyone else for that matter (no offence). This little tidbit of unburdened obligation is for me. I do it because I want to, like dancing as if no one is watching. With reckless abandon I reflect on nothing but the mood of this moment for me. I am sorry, I will not apologize, oh wait I just did...how totally Canadian.
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