Weight

Feeling forced. Trying so hard to portray endless light and happiness for you and me too. But I am cynical and apparently offensive. Strong of heart but sarcastic as all hell I find humor a comforting protective shell. I would be horrified to know if I hurt someone in my ignorant play and sometimes I worry I do it everyday. But I thought you knew and I thought I knew too. Many a victim befall my thoughtless wreckage of slight. Maybe I am not as funny or bright? No, but I know I am, all victims line up at the traffic jam. Always looking for someone to blame. Have you no shame. I have been wounded by daggers tounge, you really want to come and get some? I fought to ignore that I was pushed out the door unless ofcouse there was something for someone else to score. And like that a lifted weight. Wheu..that was heavy freight. But for this year I'm gonna write it, and move on to the next hit... cuz if it don't need you..you don't need it.